Orkut Profile....

The only way I try to feel close to R is through her Orkut Profile....Having that as my homepage in Chrome and keeping it open on the task bar makes me feel as if she is near me always. I know that's crazy but hey it makes me happy and no one has to know about it. She has had a adorable pic of hers put as her display picture last 2 days and boy it makes me happy to be able to look at it and talk to it. I reconfirm I am not crazy..but just a little emotionally challenged in this regard. It does make me feel she is around me and I tell you mirror it feels great to have that feeling. Plus I feel sometimes that even if R never ever talks to me again I can still bear this life by just mentally stimulating the feeling of her nearness to me. Hmm I can't tell all this to anyone living as almost everyone would think I am crazy but you my dear Vault are the holder of all of my hearts secrets....Laterz....