Damn Me....

Waking up and turning on my rss reader is almost a habit like going to the Pooja stand and praying. This morning I turned on my rss reader and Saw R's Orkut profile and her scrapbook as usual. But I foolishly clicked on one of her friends scrap. And I felt R's friend A would now come back to look at my profile when he sees his recent visitors list....Since he was at dark that it is almost 3 years since that fateful Month of Nov 2006 when me and R's fate decided to do us apart. I have removed my relationship status from my profile so that he doesn't come to know that I am much married now. I feel foolish for checking his profile even after what R had told me about him and how he was so much in love with her....It was a mistake to go to that profile right Vault??