Tuesday, 16 June 2009

Odd Marathonic Dream...

Already been having trouble sleeping normally.. but last night I had this Marathon dream which started as soon as i slept to the time the alarm woke me up... Not only that but the dream itself was something so weird.. may be because I have been thinking about R every moment since the time she told me I take away her peace .. the dream involved her and her mother and oddly her grandparents. I mean if there is anyone in this world I am ashamed to show my face to its R's mother. She supported us so much and I let her down...let her down so badly. And I can never bring myself up to face her.

Hmm the Dream it self was about Me and My mom somehow being at R's Tharavadu..a massive old Kerala Style home...in the middle of lots of coconut palms and some cows tied to it. Every time I talk R's mother in the dream I was just mumbling and not making any sense. But she was taking good care of me..feeding me lunch and introducing me to the family memebers...I had my lunch all the time looking at the food and nodding my head to the things said by R's family memebers. After lunch I remember towel drying my hands and then walking out among the coconut palms. It is there I meet R's Grandfather and we start talking....he was explaing to me about life when the damn stupid alaram woke me up....why what does this dream means Vault.. So damn confusing... :(

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