Endeammo....

Hmmm R said that not once but 3 times while talking to me last evening... and I caused it. I just am so desperate to have someone to hear me out...have patience with me.. make me feel cared for.. pampers me...make me feel important...Ammu has never made me feel important...every time she has to tried to make me look incompetent and useless. And after last 2 days I fear I may be just that as a man too...It is scary and I dont have anyone to talk to it about. I always hope that R is the person I tell all what goes in my heart but she has her own life and her own state of affairs. I hope Bipin has sometime for me atleast... I dont know what to do Vault~~ :(