Don't Bother me too much...

Yes Dear Mirror that is what I was told by R...day before. I guess you could understand how deep and how much that would have hurt me...Just reading back the blog entries when we were a "pair" could tell you how much we have fallen out recently...9 months to be precise....And I am still to get in to terms with that. Y did this happen... I know I am too boring for R's liking but really I was more odd & boring in 2005 then I am now. I feel I have evolved in to a more energetic, really impulsive, Suave and much much better looking the I ever was in my life. The only place/time I feel unsure about myself is when I talk to R...I just try too hard to impress her. I know there is nothing left in me that would impress R. She has experienced almost all my shades and there is nothing left which she would like. I got to accept it...the sooner the better ....