R is selfish....

Yup she totally is when I look and i revisit all our recent talks.. I could so definitely make out how she has decided to do away with me...from spending every single minute talking to me about something to making me feel guilty for disturbing her peace... And I am not talking the time when we were a pair.. I am talking about the first 8 months of 2008... which almost could have ruined my marriage.. but all that time she just didn't care about the RIGHT...WRONG or GUILT part... But when she gets her Boy Toy shich she says is just foolish time pass till she gets married she tells me she feels guilty talking to me.. isn't that totally selfish of her? Yes I have wronged her but i never kept anything hidden from her... I wronged her cause i didn't have the courage to stand up against my Mom ..where as with R her so called PASTIME relationship is much more important then my marriage...hmm I am not bitter because I know I deserve this for my actions but I sure hope everyone reaps what they sow....right Vault?