The Move...

Sorry Vault..Sorry about this move to a new abode. I didn't plan this nor I planned to have R ever see the blog again. But life changes every second and we can't always stick to what we plan ....It did hurt bad to realize the reasons R have been so keen to shut me out of her life over the last 10 months...it is funny in a way that how one side of my heart wants to be bitter an hurt while the other side tries to calm it down saying what ever happened is the right thing and I should move on. R did what she felt was the right thing...and obviously it wont ..it isn't the right thing from my angle...but then again everyone has their own priorities. I would always miss R...be it 1 day from today...a month.. a year or a decade later... she was is and would be always very precious to me. I know and I believe that she doesn't have to have me in her life but I can always have her in my life and I plan to do that..without ever bothering her and H....she did what her heart told her to...her heart asked her to shut me out and she did it...i can't complain or be sad because it is futile as there is no way someone can be forced to love a person. I understand that....so there would be no trying to get R's lovely presence in my life again....unless ofcos she talks to me...but i don't think it would happen ever this life...H is a wonderful person....he would give R all the happiness that she so richly deserves....