We don’t write here very often now. I know its not because we love less each other. Its because our relation has reached a new level, we don’t have to say things, we just understand, right? Have you felt so?
J… I’ve hurt you a lot these days. The thought that I told my hubby all that when you were sick is eating me now. I know hurting you means hurting myself a hundred times. Still knowingly or unknowingly I’ve done that. When I get angry I say things that I really don’t mean. I say ‘we’ll stop loving each other’ not because I want us to stop. Its either to hear from you that you need me or its because I feel you would have a better life without me. Do you think I would ever be happy without you? Even when I quarrel with you or when I say things that hurt you it feels as though my heart is burning. It will kill me if I have to go away from you…
Darling… I’m not sure about anything as I’m sure about my love for you. You are that fire in my heart which I feel is always there, it keeps me happy all the time.. No no, now don’t misunderstand me, I’m not trying to be Shakespeare or anyone, but its true I feel so.. Even if I hurt you at times the one thing that I can promise you is that I will be 100% honest and sincere to you as a wife. I love you as much as I love my life hubby… You are my everything… I need you for my existence…
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