Love u.....

I remember telling u that my mom is my best friend,
she really is.. And I often feel that I'm so lucky to
get her as my mom. I tell her everything and so
itself she quickly understands when I hide anything
from her. I can share any feeling with her. I never
knew that you didn't want me to say that to her. If I
had known then I wouldn't have said her all this. I'm
sorry for hurting you in the morning. Today evening
also we talked a lot. She told me that they (my mom
and dad) would never want me to get married to anyone
whom I don't like and that she would surely support
me. I felt very happy when she said so.

J. I know guys who find their girl friends just as
objects of sex. I hate such people and its such type
of guys I've found more, right from the beginning of
my teenage days. I've seen only very few people who
loved truly, may be one in ten, and I adore those
people. I feel True love and sex is a beautiful
combination. its bliss.
We love each other truly but still when we talk more
of such things I feel I'm being one among those guys,,
who degrades the values of sex and love, talking all
that just to obtain that cheap pleasure. I know it's
a completely wrong idea that's in my mind. But what to
do??? This is what is in my mind. I don't know why I'm
thinking like this, I'm mentally ill I guess.

Now, don't change your bed. ok?? I want to live with
you in the same world you are living now at least for
one day,, just like a chat friend who's being at your
home for the first time. I want to see you chatting,
using your computer, making coffee and everything.
just for one-day. And after that day I will be your
wife. I really wish to be your wife j. Don't know
which guy faith has found for me. whatever be, the
girl who's gonna be your wife is so lucky. I love u j.
I'm madly in love with everything u do and say.


..R..