I Need U J...

J… I don’t know what you feel about yourself and what others think about how you look, I’ve always felt that you are handsome.. You are a beauty in my eyes.. You attract me so much and when I see you I feel like you have a magnetic power or something.. It may be because I love u a lot or it may be because I’ve seen, known and felt your heart even before I’ve seen you that I find you sooo daaaaamn sweet and ravishing… It hurts when u say that I wouldn’t love you after seeing you in real, I still fail to understand why you are so worried about your looks…
I miss you so bad these days, its very difficult to be without talking to you even for a single day… no matter how long we talk online still I miss you.. And if there is a holiday then I keep thinking how I would talk to you on that day.. J.. can u be without talking to me for more than a day?? Please let me know ok? I really doubt whether its just me who is like this.. Dinika doesn’t call her bf everyday, or see him everyday, they can go without talking even for 3-5 days… Why is it that only I’m like this??
I don’t know what to do j… how do I live like this for such a long time???L
I Love you dear… and I crave to be with you, I need you everyday of my life…